The Impossible

Woke up on Tuesday morning. First thing I did was check my phone. Ok, so far no one call yet, well Sunway haven't call. Check again after taking bath, and every hour. Until I've received a MSG from Kar Yee. That moment heart stopped and then started pumping like shit! By around 4 p.m. I'm panicking. Almost everyone received a call, why haven't I? Kept asking myself that. Though people kept telling me I've passed, but I somehow don't feel comfortable feeling and thinking so. It feels like as if I were to think and feel so, my phone will ring the very next second! Talking about paranoid!

December 24th, finally, I'm comfortable to think and feel that I've passed my papers! Its been about 3 days since then, I should be fine! Hahaha...So happy that I've passed all my papers!!!!


Never thought that I would pass all papers! I thought that I'm gonna get a call which inform me that I've failed Research Methods. Well, that what I practically expected. But anyhow, I passed my papers!!! Pass Psycho, Research and Stats!!! Passed!!!! Yeah!!!!


P/S: Sorry, to those who failed. Gambateh!!! You guys will definitely pass! Psycho students does not give up easily! See you guys in both Pet Behaviour, and Emotions and Motivations!!!

Pre-Celebration

Venue : One Utama

Day,Date: Wednesday-09/11/09

1. Random Walk:

White Christmas!!! So nice the deco! If I ever get marry, I would want this stage as my aisle! Imagine walking up those steps, the whole place looked so grand and fairy tale-like! Ah... What a nice dream?!Then, we saw something that is cute and awesome. Pictures of it are provided below. See for yourself, I want it!!!



2. Baseball:

See the 'Manly' Aliza? After an hour of walking, they (Aliza and Jackson) decided to play baseball! Of course, at first they missed a few shots. Few shots later, they scored some points. Aliza can swing! Now I know not to mess with her when she has a bet on her hand! She is good and most of all scary.... Cause she is so much more taller than me! But then at the same time, nice to bully too. hahaha....




3. Movie:

It's time for Ninja Assassin!!! The movie that Bi had trained for eight hours a day, seven days a week, and for eight months. To get that killer body. Moreover, he did 99% of the stunts!

Ayeasha should watch this! The training that Raizo had gone true. OMG, its so tough but most of all its painful! How the hell he actually gone through the training? Embracing hunger and pain, killing without mercy! Get beaten to death if your weak while training. It's so sad, he lost his first love too. I feel for the girl...

The movie, bhahahaha... It's so funny!!! The blood practically flow like water! It's like concentrated Ribena! The effects was great although I think the movie is ridiculous! Rain have a superb great body!!! Sadly, not much lines. His English pronunciation is not bad for a Korean. Don't expect much from the killing scenes, your gonna laugh till you drop!





4. Dinner:

Chilli's!!! Well, can't really provide pictures, cause did not took any. But Chicken Martilas? it's a must try. Sorry, don't really remember the name of the dish, but it's damn nice. But the fire something Chicken is sort of dry. The best is still their mash potatoes!!!

*More pictures

*Aliza's virtual B'day cakes:

*Cake No. 1

*Cake No. 2

*Kar Yee's Bento Set.

* Dessert No.1.

*Dessert No.2.

After-effect of Psycho Paper

Finally, I feel like a human being today. I felt my heartbeat so quick till I thought it stopped for a second when I saw the question paper. Sat for three papers without feeling any nervousness; nothing at all, even though I know that I'm gonna receive a call from Ms Janie (Psy Department), telling me that I've flunk my research methods paper. Sat for Psychology paper today, and finally I felt nervousness, felt like I' m a normal human being. This is the feeling that I should be feeling not emotionless!

Despite so, after the paper, I went straight back to my initial state; emotionless. What the hell is wrong with me?! I really start to wonder is this really what I want to do? If so, then why do feel so? Why am I even in this state?

I don't even feel the Christmas spirit. Everyone is busy taking pictures and they looked so happy doing it. Me? I just don't feel it at all. I'm praying hard that she would call me only to tell me that I flunk my Research Methods paper, pls not Psychology! I studied damn hard for it. This is the one paper I truly wanted to pass, I not even asking for an A but a pass would be good enough for me.

...

About the same time (22/11) as the previous year, all five of you stepped on this very stage together and received five awards including Best Album of the Year. It felt so great to be able to see you guys on stage back at your home ground after a year and seven months away. However, it seems different this year. I literally cried when I only saw three of you on that stage receiving the Best Representing Artist for Asia award. The whole scene looks wrong and weird to me. How can only three out of five came and received the award, knowing the fact that all of you are at home and not somewhere else receiving any awards?! This scene is hard for me to process. It looks so different up to the fact that I think receiving the award is meaningless.

See how happy you guys are ! (15/11/08)

I see fake happiness. How bout you? (22/11/09)

I think you guys think and feel so too! I somehow felt that the award you've received meant nothing, at least it does not meant much compared to five of you receiving it together as one! Not as three separated individuals. It is sad to know that you guys are appearing together in Japan but not in your home country, where the group was born. I may not be from the same nationality but I definitely love to see you guys performing as one in Kpop world. Cause this is how I discovered and fell in love with you guys and your music.

Pain That Could Not Be Describe

It hurts me to read the latest updates as its all anything but good. Every time I read the headline my heart either skips a beat or feels so uneasy! I really hope that everything will turn out good, that everything is just a joke. I wanted it so bad to be a nightmare instead of reality!

It hurts me to see you guys slowly falling apart. Even when I tried to hold my tears but somehow it just flow naturally although I told myself nothing is ascertain yet, that there may be a turning point tomorrow. I could never imagine you guys doing your stuffs separately, individually! Why must it be this way?

Will you guys keep your promise to hold on together no matter what happens?! Will you guys fall apart because of this ridiculous thing? Will you guys ever stand on the stage as one again?

These questions seems to be unanswered. Although somewhere deep in my heart I somehow knew the answers to my questions. I hope what I felt would not come true! This group will never be complete without any of you!

Freeze! or I'll shoot

Woke up super early yesterday, then went for breakfast with "Sampat" and her dad. Thanks for the breakfast and ride Uncle Lin. Sharp at 8.30 am, went and registered then staright up to Audi 7. So big, so wide and DAMN COLD.... The first talk by some policeman, name...I forgot>< too sleepy to remember, but I do remember the talk. I didn't know that only super super rich people get apply for a gun! We are not allowed to carry any form of weapon (i.e. pen-knife, pocket knife etc.). How the hell are we (girls) suppose defense ourselves?! I got lots of questions to ask him but cause of time...so didn't get to and he left before Morning Tea. Such a disappointment!

Next slot, Cyber crime! Sorry, sort of slept... so can't remember much. Sorry!!! Then Morning Tea!!! Yes, I need my coffee!!!! The smell, the taste....Whoa, it's so so good!!!! I can't live without coffee...Yes I'm officially a coffee addict, can't start my day without it, thanks to "someone"! After that, it's arts and crafts time!!! Whoa... I'm so looking forward to this!

Instructions:
1. Draw any scene or write anything that best represent a safe community, world.
2. Then present your thoughts about the picture or slogans to your group members.

Well, I drew our planet and divided it into two parts; 1. Peaceful community and 2. Worrisome community. So the peaceful one, has people of all ages playing around, they are all smiling and greeting each other happily. It looked as if there is only happiness in a peaceful community. Whereas, the worrisome community is filled with wars, crimes, and death. In this community, people of all ages can easily die in the streets and there are no place safe at all. Everything is destroyed and ruined.

So practically it means that we as the citizen should work together to maintain the peace and harmony despite our skin-colour, religion, and where we come from. If we don't do so, our planet or rather the world would be a place where it is dangerous, worrisome and where happiness does not exist. "Peace Should Be Kept, Not Destroyed"! (sorry, didn't take a pic of it) But I took a picture of Nadia's. It's so good and pretty!!!

*Pretty right?!

After that, it's lunch time. Instead of going lunch, "Sampat", "Bai zhi", Farrah and I, went to the police cars and motorbikes showcase. OMG, it's so interesting.... see for yourself.

*Check out the interior!

I went all crazy!!! And I have a good reason for it! How often can you get into a police car or get on their bikes without getting into trouble with them? Not at all, for some people. So this is the only time for me to explore everything... I even played with the handcuff....So so fun!!! And the best of all Aliza wanted to ride in the car since they are going off, so just wanted a ride around the front foyer (the drop off). But, to our surprise, the policeman flirted with her!!! See lar, how to trust our policemen, when they pull this kind of stunts while on duty?!

Here are some pictures of drugs.... It's part of the exhibition. Sorry for the blur images.

After all that commotions, we went back to the audi for Dr Teoh's talk on Terrorism, then Mr. Linus's Commercial crime and lastly the forum. Well, what a day right?! I had so so much fun... I'm so looking forward to conventions like that!!!

Fraud? Backstabbings?

Seriously, what the hell is going on?! The other two members are backstabbing the other three. The other three is now the culprit of this whole controversy?! SME said that those three members are doing this for their own benefits. While the other two members said that it is wrong of them to do this, to even start a lawsuit! Gosh, even their parents commented on this controversy!!!

Their future as one now seem very weak and unsure. I pray hard for them to stay together but somehow, what I read today... told me otherwise! Cause of this stupid money hunger, this talented group is falling apart, into pieces! How can they let this happen, when they promised to stay together no matter what happen in the future?!

Is this just a lie?!
Promises are never meant to be broke, its meant to be kept!
If you intended to break it, then you shall never ever make another promise that you yourself cannot kept! Even when you are not sure yourself! It's not nice to give people hope and then crush it!!!

It's sad to see such talented group breaking apart because of money!!! or rather a beauty company!!! I'm disappointed to see this!

Stress Relief

After a week of stress, finally...hahahah... Went to MOS, its Traffic Light Night, yesterday.

The music last night was sucky though, lots of R&B... but what the heck... since I'm there then just have fun... hahaha...

Never thought that, our seniors knew the word 'clubbing'! Mean, I know, but they don't look like they go clubbing. Since most of them have the nerdy look... sorry!

Then, hahaha...I saw a trans dancing on the stage hahaha...she look so like a guy although she fixed herself... I just don't understand them, if they can get their body done, why not the face. To be frank, some of them do look like a girl, pretty girl. But the rest, they should get their face done too... It's the image!!! Its so funny, to see whole bunch of girls dancing on the stage and knowing the fact that one of them is a trans...hahaha...
And seriously, MOS is filled with Malays...some even drinking!!!

Here, I wanna say sorry to my friend! I really didn't know! I'm so so so sorry.... I didn't mean too... I swear I've tried it before giving it to you... I'm sorry...

I still love you and I know you do too =)
Although, I had to leave early, but last night or rather this morning was still ok for me... Just hoped that Shine could enjoy it a little longer, may be dance a bit... I think its a waste, Shine should try dancing once.... Not trying to corrupt her Izzat, but I think she should enjoy when she go to a club but not just merely observing...


Anyhow, I hope we can do this again after our finals!!!

Hectic!!!

19/10- 26/10
After Psycho essay was done, thought that I could rest a bit but turns out not. First time ever, that I've stayed up for an assignment! Writing a lit review of a report is so hard, Ms. Ebscohost was not helpful, not many journals related to my topic. What the hell, it suppose to be good, helpful, and able to find any kind of journals! And I only had less than 2 weeks to writing this report. Mr. Google was not helpful either, can't really find journals, since I have to pay to read them!

Moreover, the lecturer was not helpful at all. What the hell?! My parents paid so much and yet I got a sucky lecturer! Although, its her first time teaching, but how can she be so so bad in it! Guess her one year observations of other lecturers are just useless!

Every night without fail, my bedtime would be around 3-3.30 am. To top it off, I wake up at 7am to go college. And, guess what?! I look exactly like a walking ZOMBIE! Throughout the day, I need coffee to keep me awake in class and it's not only a small cup! But lots of small cup... I'm officially a coffee addict, I can't seem not to take them every morning.

It's get more interesting when my mom complained that I'm going back to college during weekends. What the hell am I suppose to do?! I haven't finish my report and it's due in 2 days! I have no idea how to analyse my results! Gosh, I can't even enjoy my own Scholarship award ceremony, all I could think is, "Report due in two days. When is this gonna end?!". It's suppose to my moment! But yet I can't even enjoy it.

After, the event, sat down with my group mates to figure out the analysis part. Never knew that we have lots to consider for analysis, how to compute all the scores and all. But thank goodness, I've asked for help, and got my group mates to help crack our brains. Finally, got the solution to the problem along with massive HEADACHE! I swear my brain felt like its just shrink to a very very small size, like a nut!

Finally, finished at 5 am. Thought that I could finally breathe but.... my stupid pen-drive had to fail me. It would not OPEN and I didn't have my laptop with me!!! What the hell?! Of all days, that stupid pen-drive had to choose the due day! Thank goodness, its due at 12pm! So I rushed home and ... (need not elaborate)


Thanks so so much Kar Yee and Jackson!!!

500 Days of...

This movie is so nice....but at the same time it's sad and stupid!

My goodness, "Do not want anything serious.", but lead the poor guy to think that he is having a serious relationship with you and all the possibles. That is so mean! And Tom just fall too hard, although he didn't really know Summer yet.

But, one thing funny is that, they edited the kissing and making out scenes. And the guys went, "ah...rg....what!". I'm not sure whether is it all the guys in the cinema or just Princess, Alex and Alan cause it's so loud. But the girls reacted the same way too... Gosh, these people are horny...hahahaha.....

Although, Summer ended up marrying someone else, but at least Tom is finally pursuing his dream job and meet a girl named Autumn! Hahaha....funny ending!!!

Workout Time!

Omg, I'm so heavy!!! I can't even lift myself up! Started off with that skiing machine, only 10 minutes warm up and I'm sweating like shit! Not to mention out of breathe too. I have really bad stamina. Then, I did 3 sets of sit ups. It's a good thing that I do sit ups daily, so the impact was not that bad.

Then, I have too hold myself up, don't really know how to explain. But this is how I realised that I'm super heavy! Then, Push ups! My worst nightmare! I've never do push ups before, not even in high school. Gosh, I really solute those who did the guy's version of push ups. I can't even do the girl's version properly... I also did the sit/ squat exercise... And my legs hurt!!!I'm depress now!

Lastly, I ran, well not run, but more of walking in a very fast pace on the treadmill for 35 minutes non-stop.... and both my biceps and triceps hurts.... But it's ok.... I had fun doing all of it!!! Though I complain alot...hahaha

And the steam room is super after sweating.... Japanese really know how to enjoy life....Thanks to them I get to enjoy it as well!!!

ASSHOLE of The Year goes to....

What the fuck is wrong with you Kenya West?! Cant' you keep Ur filthy mouth shut! You don't go around crushing people's heart! Taylor is only 19 years old! What the fuck are you thinking?! How can you compare Taylor to Beyonce? They sing totally different genre of music? You have stolen and crush and humiliated her in front of the world!I truly hope you'll one day experience what you did to her?! Apologize to her face to face!!! Show the world how SORRY you are! I really can't imagine how your fans came to even like you! I feel bad for your mother!!!

Taylor, don't care about anything that ASSHOLE just said! You're talented! Karma will soon hit him! I hope your album sale will sore! KENYA WEST IS an ASSHOLE!!!

ASSHOLE of THE YEAR

FUN!!!

Today is the best of all days!!! It's distress day!!! Watched movie and 'buka puasa' with Aliza, Zaleha, Princess (AUN) and Alex.



It's not worth the money to watch G-Force! Haihz... Sort of wasted RM18 on it, watched 3D! The only cool scene is the flying toy car, and that's it! Nothing else... The movie is quite boring at the end, and a bit sad. But anyhow, I have myself to blame. Charis is the one who wanted to watch it in the first place. But it's ok, at least it's funny. And one of the Guinea pigs is named DARWIN. That Darwin is far away from the Darwin I know... hahaha... The Darwin I know is still a boy...(sorry, Tracy)




Then later, we went Sushi King for dinner! hahaha... Princess competed in the super bowl contest! It's so funny!!! hahahahaha.... Sadly, he could not finish it or else it would be free.... Owh, poor Princess!

Saved RM 1.50

I never knew that Metro bus is so much cheaper than Rapid KL. Finally, I found a way to save money! From now on, I'm gonna take Metro to Mid Valley then take Rapid back home.

Rapid's fare from Sunway to MV is so expensive; RM 2.50! But one good is that less people take that bus, so it's not so cramped up, the bus is not filled with passengers and lots of seat to choose! hahahhaa....

But then, Metro is so much cheaper!!! I saved RM 1.50 today!!! RM 1.50 can get one ride, just add another 50 cents then that will be two rides!

Distresss........

Finally I get to distress. It was fun watching movie yesterday! Though really wanted to watch Final Destination 4 but ended up watching District 9. Why Aliza? District 9 is not any better that Final Destination. Both are disgusting! But the movie was funny, disgusting, sad; from middle till the end. The starting was just crap! Hahahaha.....

But the seats in that cinema is just pure freaky and scary! It's like I'm going to fall anytime or at least if I walk without holding or looking down the floor. So scary!!!

Sarcastic Arguments. I miss them so so MUCH!

With all the assignments piling up and only about a month plus till finals, my stress level is increasing drastically. I really miss CIMP so so much! But most of all I miss the sarcastic arguments with Tracy!

Our sarcasm arguments are so much fun although most of it does not make sense. But to me, it's a great way to distress. With you now in Monash, I can't seems to find anyone to go crazy with at all. Yes, I do have Aliza. But, it's not so fun going crazy with Aliza. But with Tracy, together we bring our arguments to a higher level!

I realized this when I was SMS-ing you today. I really miss talking with you, teasing you. You spoilt me too much, Tracy! You should not participate or entertain any of the arguments. Now, how am I going to live without it?! It's like a every day must do activity. *sob-sob*

It's like Mountain High

It's only the third week of Psycho, I have two assignments due next Friday and two major assignments due mid-October. It's slowly piling up. First English assignment, reaction essay on Shopaholic. I have no idea how should I write it, since it's sort of like a research essay. Hoping that my brain will magically write it!

Then, I have Study Skills; assignment on note taking. Funny that we are actually graded on that! Tomorrow, there is a listening skills exam. Well, sort of practiced it yesterday, so I think it will be fine. But what interest me is that I actually learnt something from both of it. I somehow start to take better notes and know the important points to write. Amazing, since I used to write really detailed notes!

Lost & Confuse

It is really cool to watch Clinical Psychologist helping mentally ill patients. However, learning this subject is another thing. I guess I was naive at that time. I used to think that as long as we like a certain subject or that we are really passionate about it, learning the subject would not be a problem.

Now, as I'm older, I somehow knew that is not just it. After the first Psychology class and assignment, I'm doubting myself. I'm facing lots of difficulty in understanding it. Furthermore, I have limited vocabularies. There are lots of bombastic words that I don't understand. I struggle when it comes to reading. In English class, there are some passages that I completely do not understand although after reading the whole essay twice. I'm really starting to lose faith in myself.

My dream of becoming a Psychologist, now seems more like a dream! I kept asking myself every day, "Am I suitable for this?", "Am I capable of doing this?". These questions kept repeating in my mind.

I'm considering dropping out of the course, if I can't really cope up with it by end of this semester. This would be my last resort. If I do, this would be my biggest regret. Not only that I've disappointed myself but also my mom. I begged her to let me enroll in this course! Moreover, my family disapprove me of taking this course.

Anyhow, I would really want to try my best to understand everything. Because of this, I did something that I would never do in the past. I actually ask help for a person that I least want to be associated with. At first it was really hard to ask for a favour as we had a really big fight. After, long time of struggling, I finally did it. I threw my pride and ego, and sms-ed him. I'm relief that he is willing to help although I made my request sounded like a junior asking for help from a senior although we somehow hang around the same group.

I guess I'm not over the fight yet. And I don't want to force him into it, since he may be feeling guilty over the fight. Bottom line is I don't want him to think that we are friends again. For us to be friends again, he would have to earn the friendship the hard way. It's would be hard for me to trust him again!

KL Outing, 22/08

Finally, I spent two days one night in KL. This is the first time I'm spending my night in KL with friends! It's so nice, exciting and interesting!

We didn't do much during the day. We watched UP. The movie was hilarious and sad. Poor guy missing his wife so much and trying to fulfill her dream. I wish to have a husband like him, the caring part not the mean part! The seats at Pavilion is so COMFY and NICE! Must go there again!

We then proceed to the fountain outside Pavilion. Yeah, we took lots of pictures. They even have a picture perfect spot! That is just so AMAZING!!! The fountain is so BEAUTIFUL during the night!

I want a fountain like that at my home, well a small one.


Then, we had dinner at Sakura. It's damn expensive! There goes our dessert at Chocolate Lounge. We did go there around 12 am, and it's still open. Wanted to go for dessert turns out they are closing, I guess it's just our luck.

But then, something interesting caught our eyes. We say a couple, not just any couple, but homosexual couple. They are so cute and open about it; they are holding hands, going for mid-night movie. So CUTE!!! And we are in Malaysia some more!

After 5 minutes of 'admiration', we headed down to the street look-alike; the bars and restaurants inside Pavilion. We first went in to the first bar-restaurant we saw. After sitting down, we somehow have a change of mind. So, Arman and I walked out to do some surveying then we found a cheaper one; Carlos (my baby's name). So, we call Yin and the rest to come over. Yeah, I know, we are bad for doing so! But we can't help it. It's somewhat cheaper and with better music!

However, the music wasn't that nice as they kept playing the same songs.

'They must not be doing well in the business. No money to buy new Cd's,' quoting Kyle.


Hahahahha..... I had my first bottle of beer; Heineken. It tasted so much better, drinking from the bottle!
But then Arman's Corona something tasted way better. It's so much easier on the trough! And so much NICER!!! Hahahhaa.... We hang and talked about lots of stuffs... till 1 or 2 am. Then, we took more pictures at the fountain and the billboards on the street. Hahahah....It was fun and crazy! No, we are not drunk. Only David is!

We headed back to the hotel after sending Arman off. Haihz, talking bout the hotel;KL Plaza. It's so SCARY!!!Till the point, both Kyle and I have to do the Chinese virtual. I didn't even dared to sleep in our room, both me and yin slept in the guy's room, on the floor.

Then, David had his early snacks;Marshmallows! He burned the Marshmallows on the stove. He invented that! Hahahah...It's so nice!!! We had fun doing that while watching Heads over Heels on TV2.

We then headed to the room to play cards. Well, only them not me; want to sleep. The next morning, we all woke up at 930 am and made cup mees, I made them. Then, we packed and just chilled in the room on the NICE and COMFY bed. We talked bout lots of stuffs including condoms, flavoured condoms to be exact. Both Kyle and I are trying to convince each other the use of flavoured condoms (others are rushing out the room). I reasoned that, it's because some girls just doesn't like the semen's taste (blow job) so they use the flavoured condoms instead. Kyle reasoned that girls can somehow taste the flavour using their vagina! KYLE THAM, that is so ridiculous! Suppose to have lots of picture, most of them are still with Yin! =(

It's NOT THE SAME IF THEY ARE NOT TOGETHER!

What the fuck?! Dong Bang Shin Ki can't break up! It won't be the same if Micky, Jae Joong and Xiah leaves the group or even SM! U-know and ChangMin and 3 other unknown people will never replace the ORIGINAL Dong Bang Shin Ki!

At this point, I totally agree with their fans in Korea boycotting SME! What the hell is their problem?! Trying to squeeze everything out of DBSK?! Poor boys, can't even take a proper break or even enough sleeps! They are human to!

Companies which imposed such polices to their artists are really inhuman! If the three of them do leave the company, I hope both U-know and ChangMin will leave SME too. It's not worth to stay! DBSK will be better off without SME!

Even SME were to boycott DBSK; stopping them from appearing on TV. I strongly believe that it is least like it would happen. If some broadcasting stations are not inviting them to any of their music shows or what so ever, others will and that particular broadcasting stations' rate will definitely drop drastically. At the end of the day, those stations and SME will bare the losses! Not the boys.

Wouldn't it be stupid not to invite them to appear on TV or music shows? DBSK itself is a world wide brand. They have created their own brand in the music industry and also in both Asia and South East Asia! All SME did was provided them the opportunity and training (10%), the rest is the boys hard work, will-power (90%). Don't you think so?

I strongly believe that, if someone were given an opportunity to do something he or she love and took it, they'll have to work their ass off in order to achieve all their goals. But if they don't work hard, even they took up the offer, they'll never succeed or achieve their goals.

The Good Old Times

It's been a long time since we've seen each other. After two whole months, we finally got together and had lunch at Thai Thai. Seeing you guys again, brought back those time where we used to make lots of noise at the foyer like no one's business, it's like I'm back in CIMP again.Grouping in the middle of the foyer, somehow attracting attention from others towards us. Today was like Deja Vu.

This week to me was damn tiring and worrisome. Going out for lunch, doing catch-ups and crapping, really helped me to released lots of stress. Stories, like May's ass got stuck; in a space near the sit in the van. Yup, she got stuck. How?

Well, due to the long journey to Gunung Datuk, everyone fell asleep in the van. As the driver
made a fast turning, May, whose sleeping, dropped from her sit into the space next to her sit
and got her ass stuck. The first sentence that came out of her mouth after being awake,

"My ass! My ass!"

This caused everyone who are sleeping to be awake and some started laughing real hard and
loud except for the driver, he is shocked i guess. Only one of them actually helped her out.

This story immediately became the hottest talk among us. We even imagined Zaleha's reaction if she were to be in May's situation. Just so you know, all of us predicted that she will deny it at first and if she really can't get up, yeah, she will admit it. That's Zaleha!

We've also talked about little Dracies [(Darwin+ Tracy= Darcy) therefore, Darcy's children= Little Darcies].

Rules for Little Darcies:

No.1 Do not follow Aunt May to anywhere. (May got bad sense of direction)
No.2 Do not trust anything Aunt Charis says. (She can't be trusted)
No.3 Do not ask food from Aunt Zaleha. (She won't have any)
No.4 Do not go near Aunt Aliza. (She will take your ears away)

And we crapped lots more. Too many to be remembered! I hope we could do this once in every month. But I don't think it's possible, since we will all be super duper busy.

Quote of the day,

"We judge because we care."

- Charis & Tracy-

Fear of the Unknowns

It's only the first week of Psychology and I'm already stressing. Although studies haven't really begin.There are lots of uncertainties. Like Introductory Psychology, the passing rate is damn low; not many ppl pass it. Moreover, I can't seem to cope with its 3 hours of lecture with only 5-10 mins break.Facing fears of unable to cope up later; when studies really begin, unable to meet the standards. Now, that Sunway has accepted my Scholarship application, the pressure is even more now.

Now that, I've given my major assignment for Intro...my worries are increasing day by day. I hope my plans for this research essay will work out as I intended it to be and hopefully get an A. I hope my expectations are not to ambitious. Not only this, I need to practically get an A or at least a B but I really want an A for this particular subject. Since the passing rate is low,I want to challenge myself. I want to see how well can I do, how far can I get! Now, with Yin and Tracy gone, who is going to read, edit and give comment of my essays?

Computers!

Seriously, computers in the lab sucks! Can't even read my pen-drive! Some don't have Micro. Office 2007 and some has. What the hell?! Everyone doing Stats homework except me. Feel so unproductive! Must get the software a.s.a.p. Ok, off to look for help. Must finish Stats by today!

Beginning of a New Chapter

First day of Psychology course begun with English class. Yup, English. Thought it was the end of it during pre-u but not. Well, we didn't do much; self-intro, course outlines etc. Thought that I would meet lots of new people but apparently not. Since, most of my classmates are ex-CIMPians. However, got to know to some; Jennifer, the Scottish girl, Aun (sorry if I spelt it wrongly), the party guy and Alex, the guy who flew around Malaysia. Can't really comment on the lecturer yet so...

Next, Stats class! Thought it would be the same as English class but we have started taking down notes and doing worksheets.First lesson, Intro to Stats without Maths; Nominal, Ordinal, Interval, Ratios.
How the hell do you distinguish Ordinal and Interval? Gosh, it's only the first class and I'm having trouble.It's ok, found a clearer explanation in Research Method book. Funny right? It's not, since both are inter-related. Overall, stats class is ok.

Research class. OMG!!! I swear, her voice just puts everyone to sleep. Everyone was yawning and I don't really understand her. Seems like she is lecturing but it sounded like she is reading. Since it's only her first time lecturing, I hope she gets better. However, I've concluded that, I should stock up sweets to stay awake for the next class.


Second day begin with Study Skills class. Yes, we have study skills as a subject. It's a relief to know that this class only last for 4 weeks. One this is for sure, this class surprisingly is the most fun one so far. Although it's tough since it's based on our listening and notes taking skills.I'm looking forward for this class.

Stats tutorial is next. Today's lesson was so fun and interesting. We got to play around with the SSPS? programme. It's fun keying in data. But the software... it's hard to get. Please let me know if anyone has that programme. I need it!

The least interesting tutorial is next.Initially, I wasn't looking forward to it but I was at the end of the class. Cause Ms. Woo is lecturing today. Her class was so fun and interesting! Although I'm facing some hardship in writing a hypothesis. Creating a hypothesis is damn hard. It must be damn specific up till the point that no question can be asked and it's totally different from the normal way of writing a hypothesis. This is something that I must working on tonight itself. And hopefully, can get some feedback tomorrow. Oh yeah, not forgetting that I need to read a journal and answer questions.

Overall, today is better than yesterday. I'm really looking forward to Intro to Psycho class. Hopefully it would be fun and interesting.

PS: I only got 4 study days!!!

Men are from Mars & Women are....

My sis just bought this book, Men are from Mars & Women are from Venus. This book is damn interesting. I start to understand how both genders reacts differently and the differences in interpreting stuffs. Anyone can related to this book despite whether your in a relationship or not.

But don't know why, I'm taking my sweet time to read it. Well, its a total different genre of books. So I guess, I need time to get use to reading this kind of books. Hahahaha... How am I going to read Psycho journals, if I'm not that eager to finish a book like this?

It's 11/08 !

1. PTPTN Application sent.
2. First Semester fees paid.
3. Bought new stationaries.
4. Wait for 13/08 to arrive...

Finally! After rotting at home for the pass two months, I'm starting Uni in 2 days time! Hahhahaha..... So happy and excited!

Can't wait to meet new classmates or new friends and of course old friends too! I would never forget you guys! Aliza, let's be classmates again ! ^^

Another year Older.

Went to my Uncle's house for dinner. As soon as I stepped in the house. I saw food! Yes, I'm damn hungry and it's almost 8 30 pm. Saw chicken curry, roasted duck, Chinese style broccoli, salted fish, red-coloured eggs and vegetable sup. Hmmmmm...

But a bit disappointed as there was no sight of Seafood Tom Yam, my favourite dish. It's a must have in my aunt's house but unfortunately, she didn't cook that dish yesterday. As me and my sis tasted the chicken curry, it didn't taste delicious at all. Instead it tasted awful. Therefore,

'Grandma, your curry tasted awful.'

'It's from your grandaunt. She cooked it.'

'No wonder, it tasted awful. No one will finish it.'

True enough, no one touched it after the first bite. It's the worst curry I've ever tasted! I wonder what happen to the curry? Maybe my aunt feed the dogs. Well, at least it's not wasted.

Talking bout dogs. Nancy, my uncle's dog reminds me of Cow. When I see her, I see Cow! Especially the eyes.... Puppy eyes! Not a real cow but my puppy, Cow. Nancy gave birth to Cow and now she is pregnant again. More Cows are coming. Hahahaha....

The event ended with Ice Cream Cake. Chocolate ice- cream cake..... Delicious.... Although it's nothing much but I miss my Grandma's cooking. She is the best! To me at least... Eating her cookings are like heaven. Cause she cooks it the way I like it. Hahahahha...

It's Not True

Just about 4 years ago, I was introduce to K-pop by the famous Korean singer, Rain. Thanks to him, I later found this super cute group of guys with great powerful vocals.

I instantly fell in love with them! I've started to buy their albums, beginning with the 2nd one; Rising Sun. I think the song Rising Sun is quite refreshing and very Indian-ish (just before the rapping part). Then on the same year, the 3rd one namely 'O' album came. This album featured tracks with lots of genres and it's suitable for all ages. There is this song, Balloon sounded just like McDonald's theme song (only the opening part) and the video clip is so so CUTE! Try listening to this track and you'll know what I mean.

For two solid years, they had been focusing on their career in Japan. And their success came knocking in the beginning of 2008 with Purple Line. Other singles; Beautiful You and Why Did I Fall in Love With You? topped the Oricon chart for weeks and they became the FIRST foreign boy band with 3 singles that tops the chart after 24 years. They even got to performed on Japan's most prestige stage.

Then came their 4th Korean album, Mirotic. Among all their Korean album, I like this one the best. This album has catchy songs like Mirotic (super cool dance moves), Crazy Love and Paradise. Love In The Ice, Korean version is also included in this album, written by Max. Somehow this song sounded better in Korean, don't know why but it does!

Few months later, The Secret Code; Japanese 4th album was born. Some of the tracks somehow sounded really wrong. Or maybe it's just me? ^^ Among all their J-songs, their latest, Tea for Two is the best. Maybe it's because it sounded sweet and loving unlike others which sounded depress. Life it's self is harsh and sad for some people, I don't think we need anymore sad songs to remind us of our sad memories. Instead we need more happy, loving songs like Tea for Two. Songs that remind us of our sweet memories with our family, friends and lovers. Don't you agree?

The songs sang by this group are high-quality. They expressed the songs with great emotions along with their great vocals. Bolero, Love In The Ice, Stand by You are some of it. No wonder they are named the RISING GODS OF THE EAST; Dong Bang Shin Ki.

With the latest controversy of the band and their company, SME, will we ever get to hear songs from them? Speculations of them may be breaking up is circulating on the Internet. Although, the members denied it but there is a chance that this rumor might actually turn into reality! I don't wish or hope that this will happen. I don't want this to happen at all!

I've already missed their first showcase in Malaysia back in 2005. Also missed their 1st concert in Malaysia due to SPM Bio papers on Monday! I've been waiting to kill all those friends of mine who told me how great it was! Till now, I've been asking myself, 'Why must it be during SPM? Why must Bio papers be on Monday?'. If they do just break up like this, their concerts that I've missed will be my biggest regret! I really hope this would all be only a dream.

Can't Wait!!!

" Can't wait till the semester end" , is how I felt about a month ago. But now, I really wish it never end. Well, at least I would still have things, tasks to do instead of rotting at home!!! Bored of listening to songs on MTV, Channel V and etc. Same songs, same news every day. Read the same novels twice a week! By the way, I recently finished Something Wonderful by Judith McNaught (newly bought). It's good but not as good as her first, Whitney, My Love. That is the best novel I've ever read!

Anyway.....

Used to complain; 'I'm tired of going to college 'every day during those three semesters, trust me, you'll feel the same after spending THREE SEMESTERS in Sunway! But now, how I wish tomorrow is 13th Aug (psycho orient.) although it's going to be another three years in Sunway. I want to start study already!

I know, I complain a lot bout Sunway. But what can I do, Sunway seems to be the best option as compared to others. It's ok, three years will pass in a blink of an eye!

WHY?!

As I was walking down the hallway into a room, I saw someone familiar. Someone that I thought that I would never meet! I was like "OMG,it's ChangMin!". Don't know why but I just walked up to him like how I greet a friend. I walked up to him and greeted him. He greeted me back in a really good way as if we are good friends.

I then requested to take a picture with him. He said yes and surprisingly took out his own HP while I was taking mine. I was a bit shock, well not a bit but really shocked as he is a superstar. And he is using his phone to take a picture ... with me...a FAN!

I was wondering how the hell is he going send me the picture. Unknowingly, I passed him my HP and he walked away with it as one of the staffs just called him. So, unconsciously I walked back out with Aliza. I don't why, how or when she appeared, she just appeared...like out of no where.

As both of us were walking happily, we bumped into U-know. He was showing his dancing skills to a group of college students. So me and Aliza walked up to him and asked for a picture. Eagerly both me and Aliza took out our phone but only to realize that I DON'T HAVE IT!

I don't why but I sort of told U-know that Max a.k.a ChangMin has my phone and asked him where is Max. I was freaking out as I just got that phone yesterday! I know that my mom would not get me another one if this one is gone.

Then out of no where Max jumped out with my phone on his hand. I was so happy and relief! Just when he is going to say something....

My mom woke me up! Of all the days, why did she pick this morning to wake me up?! This is like the best dream that I've ever have!The weirdest thing is that I felt that we (Me and Max) are somehow really good friends!And I don't want this dream to ever end! Why?! WHY?!!!!! This is so unfair!!!

Finally Out!!!

After days of boredom at home, finally went out to watch movies; today and yesterday. Sadly it's not Transformers (the lines are never-ending!) instead I watched both also Japanese movies, Dance Subaru! and Departure.

Honestly, the only reason I watched Dance Subaru is because of Tohoshinki's special appearance in the movie. OMG, GSC Mid Valley is so Malaysian! (The movie started half an hour late!) I was actually tempted to ask the workers there to tell whoever is controlling that machine to start running it! It's irritating! Although there are only few people watching, they can't act this way! I swear if it's another 5 minutes, I'll definitely make noise! Bad management!!!

Anyway, back to the movie....

After an hour of watching, I wondered when are they apprearing! Just so you know, I did focus on the story line! Then...few minutes late... Yeah!!!! Finally!!! I was so happy the moment I saw them! Can't stop smiling at all! (Thank GOD, I have the whole role to myself. Ppl might think I'm a psycho) They look so handsome and hot when they dance! Although it's only for a minute, but it's worth it!

*Act II; sung The Way You Are and also the movie's theme song, Bolero

Ok, back to the movie. The movie wasn't bad at all... Well, it made me cried from the start and also ending. It's a touching movie that talks about a girl's will to become a professional ballet dancer. However, this movie still can't beat Koizora!





The second movie,Departure talks bout death. Well, not exactly death but more of the ceremony, casketing; the process of cleansing the deceased's body. Well, I personally felt the movie was actually interesting.I always wondered how they actually dressed and clean the deceased. It's comforting to know that a similar process may be performed on me when I die.

Hmm, what will happen to me then? It's scary to think that all these memories that I had might be lost when I'm reborn! What kind of person will I be then? Will I meet any of my friends and family members again in my new life? How does it feel like; not breathing and knowing that you'll never be awake? How would my family, friends' lives would be? Weird right, to think of all these at this age? I sometimes wondered how weird can I be! hahahahaha....But overall I like the movie very much as it is not that morbid, there are some crying and funny scenes.