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About the same time (22/11) as the previous year, all five of you stepped on this very stage together and received five awards including Best Album of the Year. It felt so great to be able to see you guys on stage back at your home ground after a year and seven months away. However, it seems different this year. I literally cried when I only saw three of you on that stage receiving the Best Representing Artist for Asia award. The whole scene looks wrong and weird to me. How can only three out of five came and received the award, knowing the fact that all of you are at home and not somewhere else receiving any awards?! This scene is hard for me to process. It looks so different up to the fact that I think receiving the award is meaningless.

See how happy you guys are ! (15/11/08)

I see fake happiness. How bout you? (22/11/09)

I think you guys think and feel so too! I somehow felt that the award you've received meant nothing, at least it does not meant much compared to five of you receiving it together as one! Not as three separated individuals. It is sad to know that you guys are appearing together in Japan but not in your home country, where the group was born. I may not be from the same nationality but I definitely love to see you guys performing as one in Kpop world. Cause this is how I discovered and fell in love with you guys and your music.