Bullet Train

I thought that this semester is the worst but its only the beginning. I saw the schedule for next sem... It's HORRIBLE! 4 lectures and 4 tutorials, five days a week!!! Does our lectures think that we are really STRESS-FREE or just that we have too much FUN?! They really think we are robots? I mean even robots have their time to rest and enjoy stuff... but us? OMG, constantly on stress, lack of sleep and assignments! After all these, jump straight to finals! My life is faster that Japan's bullet train! Constantly on the go....

Why do you think I'm constantly moving between Stage 1,2,3 and REM of sleep and not stage 4?! Its definitely not because of COFFEE; since its a savor! Its because I'm stress! I don't think I've recovered from Semester 2 Year 1... Actually I think none of my classmate is! And now, finals is in THREE weeks and I've only started revising! Four subjects in 3 weeks. How am I suppose to cramp all that in? 

And Brain & Behaviour! Another stress... its literally facts! How to bull using facts? Not to depend on memorization... How? I still need to remember the terms and experiments and of course the FACTS! Its SCIENCE after all...

I think my lecturers thinks to highly of me... I'm hanging on the cliff! 

JYJ "The Beginning..." Showcase Live in Malaysia

The showcase is disappointing in my opinion... Well, mainly its due to the fact that...

1. RedStar likes their customers to stay in heat and cramped like putting 100 people in one medium sized room
2. The showcase on lasted for an hour, when its supposingly to be 2 hours
3. The 'people' there just don't know how to line-up

Yes, me and Aliza practically went through all that from 11.30 a.m. to 2.00 p.m. Seriously, I think Red Star should really train their staffs on management! Such bad management, even the cheaper tickets had better services that we; people who paid RM 309!  Please have proper line next time and better management! 

When finally got into the stadium... Well, all of us was very excited of course! I mean it's the first time I'm gonna see them live in person, although not as DBSK; which is another disappointment, NO MAJOR disappointment, but I'm still happy that I've saw them... They looked DAMN AWESOME in real life!!! JeaJoong was a bit shy today, although normally he would be the first to answer all the questions directed towards them, but today he and Junsu remained silence most of the time...  Mainly due to language barrier... And their dance... wow, the lower body wave!!! AHhhhhh!!!!!! Although JeaJoong looked bit awkward but its ok.. he just have to let all lose when he dance it; cause it looked as if he is holding back, only for that move, others....he enjoyed it... They really are enjoying themselves on stage... Its so OBVIOUS! And they are Talented and Great singers!!! 

They started off with 

1. Ayyy Girl
2. Be My Girl
3. Chajatda
4. Empty
5. Be the One
6. Empty Remix (Encore)

If I remember correctly... I think after Be My Girl, they have a Q&A session... (What I roughly remember)

    1. Introduce the album

        YooChun: It's a dream come true to work with such talented people; 
                         that I've heard of when living in America. This is a very
                        special project for all of us... (this is what I remembered, 
                        too much screaming and shouting)

    2.  Malaysians like the word 'lar...'. They have to end everything in that. 
         So, can you guys say something and end it with a 'lar..'?

             

         JeaJoong: I Love You lar.....

    3.   Is Malaysian girls HOT?

           Xiah Junsu: *nod*

           JeaJoong: Malaysia girls are beautiful but the weather is a bit hot...

           YooChun: Yes....

    4.  Asked them to talk about their individual project.

          Xiah Junsu: Talked about his musical Mozart...

          JeaJoong: Talked about his Japanese Drama Sunao ni Narenakute; 
                          Hard To Say I Love You

          YooChun: Talked about his latest drama, SungKyungKwan Scandal. 

                           In which its still filming so he is actually travelling back and 
                           forth between countries and Korea to film the drama   

    5.   Request for them to speak freely to the fans...

I don't really remember but they all said like "Thank you for patiently waiting for them", "Thank you for all the love that they received, they really felt it" and "We really appreciate your patients and love".  Lastly...


YooChun: Thanks for Always Keeping the Faith!

It was also mentioned that there will a concert next year.... and there maybe one in Malaysia around Summer (JeaJoong), which is during either the month of June or July..... So START saving people!!! I think that is all... Here are some pictures that I took, but it's not so clear... However, you will be able to tell who is who...

*see the biceps!*

*and the SMILES that we miss so so MUCH!*

More pictures and videos will be updated, when I get it.... =)

P/S: Seeing them is good; also they sang my current favourite song; Chajadta (and I sang along, and the feeling is damn GREAT!) but I prefer all FIVE of them TOGETHER anytime! 보고 싶어요, 동방신기! 

JYJ Tickets Pre-Sale

Venue: Concourse, Fahrenheit 88

Mission: Rock Zone tickets
Time; sale: 11 a.m.


Me and Aliza initially supposed to meet at 8 a.m., however, due to some miscommunication, we reached there at  8.30 a.m. This is the length of the line when we reached. This people must have camped outside the mall and then entered at around 7 a.m. or they may have already camped inside the mall since last night! 

By 10 a.m, I was told that the line was all the way outside the mall! There are some many people of different races, and not to mention there are also daddy and mommy, guys and a late 20s couple queuing in line. Oh, did I mention that the couple was buying the VIP seats; RM 818. 

The waiting is.... "I have never stay so stagnant in my life. This is life a whole year of stagnant-ness," Aliza, 2010. While waiting, we made three new friends, never knew that meeting people through this kind of event is such a wonderful experience. And also, we met one of our experiment subject there! At first, both of us could not recognize her at all, until she told us that she; Kuan Yee helped in our experiment. This is proves that the world is not so big after all... Our other two newly made friends; Cindy and Charlene are from Pahang! Yup, they came all the way from there... The influence of DBSK on their fans... 

*This is the form that we have to fill in to buy the tickets*

One thing that kept me entertained is the fact that some people around us went, "JeaJoong! So hot," and  "JJ is looking at me," and "Aliza, she got JeaJoong's pic,". I definitely had lots of fun teasing Aliza.... Ahahahahah... Aliza, if your reading this, I just wanna say.... "I LOVE YOU TOO!". 

After queuing for four hours, finally we GOT the tickets!!!

Though I would definitely prefer to see all five, but I think in a way this is also ok? I guess... Not too sure. Really hoped that they would not sing any DBSK songs but only JYJ songs... I don't think I can take it... It generally feel very weird even looking at the board, it looked weird... I'm sure everyone knows what I meant =)

Harajuku

After half-completing my Edu Psych report, me and Aliza went for dinner.... Initially, we wanted to go Delicious due to their choco brownie; is to die for... But ended up at Harajuku; newly opened Japanese Restaurant, and this are the food we ordered....

This is our picture taking session....

This is the interior.... looks nice and cosy =)

After that, we went over to Delicious for our dessert... and This is our order....

Chocolate Brownie..... Doesn't it looked delicious?! It definitely taste better compared to Frames in Sunway Pyramid; who claimed that they serve the best dessert in town...Looks like they have overestimated their own ability or at least their chef's ability....

An Irony Presentation

Presentation on Presentation Skills... A topic which I think most people are afraid to present on. Why? Well, because you can actually contradict yourself... While presenting, I thought my voice was load enough to be heard! Unfortunately, Ms. Cheong said that she could not hear my voice... and Aliza's too... And this is how she said it,

"Isn't it irony that you are presenting on presentation skills, but I can barely hear you and Aliza's voice. You guys are soft. I can hear her (Kar Yee's) loud and clear,". 

It's like being slap on the face; my friends and family said I have a loud voice. Apparently not loud enough to be heard... Haihz... but overally Ms. is satisfied with it... She also so said we did a good job... though there was a last minute add-on but she said it wasn't obvious as Kar Yee; who is all the way at the other side of the room, get the cue fast after I told Aliza to have an activity. She also said that our emotions does not show that there was a last minute add-on; not shock... So happy...

But even, so... after long time not presenting in a formal setting, the skills that I've acquired in CIMP... All gone into the drain... I hope that I could get my skills back... I need to polish myself, 2nd year lots of presentations!!! 

P/S: I salute all the office women. How the hell do you manage to wear a tight-fitting skirt and heels the whole day?! Walking in them is D-I-F-F-I-C-U-L-T! Never felt so restricted in my life....

To end the day, we did....

Cut! Cut! Cut Away!

After two years, finally I got my hair trimmed! By A Cut Above students... Yup, students! That's why it cause only 10 bucks. Today, a charity drive was held for Dato' Dr Jeffery Cheah Foundation at Sunway University College. So, in another words I'm giving charity to myself; since some of the money goes to me (scholarship student). 

Throughout the whole trimming session, the student hairdresser was asking me bout my hair. 'How long have it been since you cut your hair?', 'Did you perm or do any rebonding?', and 'Your hair is very dry.'. Yes! Yes! Yes! I'm aware of that, I know that my hair is really damaged. I don't need a constant reminder. At this moment, my hair is the least concern now, my ASSIGNMENTS are more major as one might be in jeopardy due to human factor.  Anyways, Farrah and Aliza went too... Though Aliza paid 10 bucks just to trim her finch; she could just paid me or Kar Yee to do it! 

In the car ride home, well, Kar Yee was replaying Julia Sheer's  and Tyler Ward's versions of Taylor Swift's Mine. So all three of us kept singing to these two versions until I reached home. Hope you enjoy; 1st- Taylor Swift, 2nd- Tyler Ward and 3rd- Julia Sheer.

Aren't they good?!

Take it Easy~~~

After a year plus in Psychology, today is my most relaxing day!

In the morning, watched The Blind Side for Communication Skills lecture...

This movie is superb! Though its hard to believe such people still exist, but the story line was good! Sandra Bullock was really good in this movie, I would say this is one of her best one! It's all thanks to Hollywood's Magic... Since the movie is adapted from the real life experience of Micheal Oher. He so 'cham', was literally dragged away from his mother since young and never see her. Lose his brother along the way and is discriminated by people around him, not to mention he is homeless too. Thank goodness LeAnn picked him up and raised him as her own son, even though he is a Black American. Along the way, lots had happened before she decided to legally adopted him. This is way way better than what I've watched yesterday; some French movie with no development, climax, basically not storyline and very draggy! Wasted 2 hours on this movie!

Then later at noon, attending a mock training for Edu Psych.  Its funny how people think so well and highly of themselves though they are not in reality! 

"I have good presentation skills, leadership skills and open to new ideas."

How fucking IRONY is this sentence! This is total BULL! If you are so darn open to new ideas, you can't you accept the way people work is way way more efficient that you? And you have to question that?! Yeah, suggested the meeting time, but show up half and hour late? Wow, such amazing leadership skills... Even handing in assignments late is a leadership skill....Gee, I wonder when that was part of leadership? A word of advice, check your IMAGE with others before making assumptions about how good you are! Cause to me what you have said really BULL!

Burnt

Finally, my brain model assignment is done and handed in! 1/3 of my nightmare is over... But seriously! Showing up late, when you promised me that you will hand your Dopamine pathway at 10 a.m. today! I had to call you to wake you up! Come on, how old are you?! It's your responsibility to do that you know.... It's also your responsibility to be responsible not only to yourself but also your group-mates! How can you have no sense of urgency when handing in an assignment? If it's not important to you then may be you should quit and not drag others down! You may not need to maintain a scholarship, but unlike you I need and have to maintain it! And not to mention I love to see As and Bs in my report paper. Your Self-fishness must have a limit to you know! AHhh.... so angry! I hate being angry in the morning! 

Though I really hope this would be my final group work with you, but unfortunately that would be in my wildest DREAM! Dr. Priya, Dr Teoh please help me! Save me!!! But luckily, my afternoon wasn't spoil! 

My activity in the afternoon is....

No! Not stalking, though Kar Yee said I looked like one... I was holding a camera (pro-type) but it was for my assignments; its really Aliza's since she my teacher (one-on-one training for Edu. Psych). I'm learning photography for Aliza! Hahaha... it was fun, but I didn't really want to go under the sun. The sun today its super hot!

But went anyway... Cause we bumped into Farrah and Vicky going for their one-on-one training; netball! So while Farrah was teaching Vicky and Kar Yee helped, I was taking pictures of them with Aliza's guidance of course... Took some pictures... under the sun which looked like this....

Yup... don't really know from what time.... after Aliza left, I helped them... and Kar Yee rest.... So technically, my skin tone from this... 

became this....

I didn't really notice it until I looked myself in the mirror! I was like MY FACE! MY SHOULDERS! MY CHEST! WHY SO RED?!!!! It's gonna be hard to get fair again!!!! 

Shock of My Life

Yes... continuation from yesterday's post.

Gladly I went to Brain and Behaviour tutorial today... As usual, did review questions, discussion and then finally got my social report back.... Then I proceeded with my question about my research. Just when we; Aliza and I were about to leave,

"Miss, why did you group us up like that?" asked Aliza.

"Well, got no other way. Some people needed to a push," she answered.

"But Miss, not all people can be pushed! Like the people I worked with. Kenny and Rose, well, Rose is on the fence kinda person, so she follows what Kenny says. But that Kenny...OMG, she loves to argue! Like last week, she just sat down, not to mention was late for meeting, and started to bombard me! Saying that I was a control freak and make every decision without asking for their opinion. But the thing is she didn't even gave me a chance to explain to her what was my PLAN or what was I DOING! She just started to bombard me without LISTENING! and Since the first meeting, we've decided to meet every Wednesday, 1 p.m. but she told me she got doctor's appointment yesterday and guess where I saw her?! Pyramid.... Yup, doctor's appointment," I blurred out.

When I was about to leave, Kenny came right up and...

"Alex just dropped B&B."

My attention was shifted towards Dr. Priya, my heart literally stopped! As if someone just banged me with a car, followed by a truck and finally the hit me with a tank. Army tank!!! At that moment, I really hope it wasn't true. Alex was the only one I can depend on to get things done and understand what am I actually saying! Now.... I can't even imagine! I walked out to Aliza and told her the whole news and my tears just won't stop!

Kenny saw and was like don't cry. I'll come after class... I was like thinking, you're the last person on earth I ever wanted to see, what more rely on! At that moment, I really don't want to see her. I felt like telling her that, 'its because now that I'm stuck with you, that's why I'm crying!'. 

Wiped my tears, since I still have one more tutorial; personality... So I went there, left my things and unconsciously, went to the other row and sat next to Aliza. At that moment I really don't want to be alone, it doesn't feel like reality for me. It's like I'm in a nightmare that I would not be able to wake up! When Vicky asked bout my condition... that's it. My tears started to flow, though I really wanna control it. 

But because of these pathetic tears of mine, I saw another side of my course-mates or rather my Psycho friends. It's the first time, I saw their concern over me... they were practically telling me not to worry and would help. Knowing that I could not possibly accept that kind of offer, I chose to believe it. Only for today, I wanna believe that. 

Nevertheless, I wanna work hard for my assignments even if everything is against me at the moment. And I do really blame the PERSON up there. Does HE really hate me that much?! But whatever it is, I'm glad that I have so many shoulders to cry on, when things gets difficult =)

GAMBATEH! I can do IT! I can make it through! But first I need sleep, my head hurts really bad... and yet I'm amazed at my ability to blog at this state. I just need to get it out. Once I'm done, I will be ok! Plus, when I reached home.... I saw TVXQ's Share the World... It made me feel so much better! If they can work and obtain the success they have now... SO CAN I! 

OUT of GRASP

Week 1:

• So excited for Brain and Behaviour. At the same time, am also AFRAID of it.
• See Dr. Teoh walking in... wondering whether am I in the right class. Thank God, I am.
• Listen to lecture, no idea what the note down. He talked so much, I have no idea what is important and what is not.
• See my assignment mates... OMG!!! I'm SOOooo gonna fail in this! But its only one assignment... Flipped to the back for the second assignment... Really OMG!!!! I stuck with the same poeple!!!!
• Its then I realized that I WOULD DEFINITELY FAIL!

Week 2:

• Started with the discussion... actually the only thing started was ARGUING!!!
• Then.... started to divide task... and decided to meet up every Wednesday, 1 p.m. at foyer...
• Started with doing some prototype...with  Alex

Week 3:

• Got bombarded by some people, cause I started modelling the brain
• didn't even apologize for coming late! Then wanna bombard me some more...
• Didn't even listen to my plans, then started to bombard me...
• I'm worried how are they gonna help their future patients! with that behaviour and attitude!
• Finally told them, but never bother to apologize and the most irony sentence is ... "Do whatever you think is the best".
• Isn't it wonderful to have group-mates like that? I'm so happy til I have no idea how to express my happiness!

Happiness  to be continue later.....

Dysfunctional Family

Judging from title of the post I'm pretty sure you know what this is about. Yup, another of our dysfunctional gathering... YIN is finally back from UK! Though some went back early whilst some came late due to classes, the gathering is still fun.  

To be honest after such a long time, it's a bit awkward to see each other again. Well, I'm pretty sure everyone noticed that our scope of conversation has become smaller, less to talk about as most of us are in different courses and universities, and our circle of friends got wider... So I guess it's quite hard to find a common ground. It makes me wonder about our big plan to see each other 5 to 10 years down the road when all of us are busy with our lives, will it take place. Will be able to still laugh and talk nonsense like we used to? Looking back there was never a moment of silence when we sit together, but that day... there were; not once but a few. 

Despite so, I still enjoyed myself very much! That day felt like I'm on holiday. Even when I was on break, it didn't really feel like one... Well, I was most of the time at home watching animes and reading mangas... So it does not really feel like I'm on hols... 

Oh, we went to Gasoline, Pyramid to have drinks... and they kept playing this screaming song... called Vitas (a song in a play)... At first all of us was shocked and surprised to hear such song, but then after hearing it so constantly we got used to it and started screaming and making fun of the song... Especially Kyle! And don't know why but everytime when it comes to the screaming part, it get louder and the singing part goes softer... Maybe the guy is try to annoy us...

Please, don't go to Gasoline! The service is super duper bad. Aliza had to wait for like 30 minutes to an hour  for the Banana Split... Were you looking for a banana tree? Or planting it? The service is super duper bad till Kyle wanted to shout at them!While Yin and Zaleha was having fun with the buzzer!

While catching up, we found out bout interesting events... Like couple making out in cafeteria... and also Izzat and Shine applied for an exchange to Korea... I was so surprise to find out that the whole trip was actually FREE!!!! Me and Aliza have decided to sign up for it next year and hopefully we get chosen for it! Its a once in a lifetime opportunity!!! Okok, coming back.... here are some pictures that we took in Gasoline...

I'll let u imagine this....

Looking at these pictures, tells u lots bout us....

**Pictures credits to Yin...