WHY?!

As I was walking down the hallway into a room, I saw someone familiar. Someone that I thought that I would never meet! I was like "OMG,it's ChangMin!". Don't know why but I just walked up to him like how I greet a friend. I walked up to him and greeted him. He greeted me back in a really good way as if we are good friends.

I then requested to take a picture with him. He said yes and surprisingly took out his own HP while I was taking mine. I was a bit shock, well not a bit but really shocked as he is a superstar. And he is using his phone to take a picture ... with me...a FAN!

I was wondering how the hell is he going send me the picture. Unknowingly, I passed him my HP and he walked away with it as one of the staffs just called him. So, unconsciously I walked back out with Aliza. I don't why, how or when she appeared, she just appeared...like out of no where.

As both of us were walking happily, we bumped into U-know. He was showing his dancing skills to a group of college students. So me and Aliza walked up to him and asked for a picture. Eagerly both me and Aliza took out our phone but only to realize that I DON'T HAVE IT!

I don't why but I sort of told U-know that Max a.k.a ChangMin has my phone and asked him where is Max. I was freaking out as I just got that phone yesterday! I know that my mom would not get me another one if this one is gone.

Then out of no where Max jumped out with my phone on his hand. I was so happy and relief! Just when he is going to say something....

My mom woke me up! Of all the days, why did she pick this morning to wake me up?! This is like the best dream that I've ever have!The weirdest thing is that I felt that we (Me and Max) are somehow really good friends!And I don't want this dream to ever end! Why?! WHY?!!!!! This is so unfair!!!

Finally Out!!!

After days of boredom at home, finally went out to watch movies; today and yesterday. Sadly it's not Transformers (the lines are never-ending!) instead I watched both also Japanese movies, Dance Subaru! and Departure.

Honestly, the only reason I watched Dance Subaru is because of Tohoshinki's special appearance in the movie. OMG, GSC Mid Valley is so Malaysian! (The movie started half an hour late!) I was actually tempted to ask the workers there to tell whoever is controlling that machine to start running it! It's irritating! Although there are only few people watching, they can't act this way! I swear if it's another 5 minutes, I'll definitely make noise! Bad management!!!

Anyway, back to the movie....

After an hour of watching, I wondered when are they apprearing! Just so you know, I did focus on the story line! Then...few minutes late... Yeah!!!! Finally!!! I was so happy the moment I saw them! Can't stop smiling at all! (Thank GOD, I have the whole role to myself. Ppl might think I'm a psycho) They look so handsome and hot when they dance! Although it's only for a minute, but it's worth it!

*Act II; sung The Way You Are and also the movie's theme song, Bolero

Ok, back to the movie. The movie wasn't bad at all... Well, it made me cried from the start and also ending. It's a touching movie that talks about a girl's will to become a professional ballet dancer. However, this movie still can't beat Koizora!





The second movie,Departure talks bout death. Well, not exactly death but more of the ceremony, casketing; the process of cleansing the deceased's body. Well, I personally felt the movie was actually interesting.I always wondered how they actually dressed and clean the deceased. It's comforting to know that a similar process may be performed on me when I die.

Hmm, what will happen to me then? It's scary to think that all these memories that I had might be lost when I'm reborn! What kind of person will I be then? Will I meet any of my friends and family members again in my new life? How does it feel like; not breathing and knowing that you'll never be awake? How would my family, friends' lives would be? Weird right, to think of all these at this age? I sometimes wondered how weird can I be! hahahahaha....But overall I like the movie very much as it is not that morbid, there are some crying and funny scenes.

Last Thread of Memory?

The last family gathering. How did we ever came to form a family? A family that is not only so dysfunctional and also loves arguing about anything! Still remember our argument in the canteen back then? Me, Tracy, Yin and Izzat arguing about cockroaches (Yin have the same mentality as Darwin who is a cockroache).Wasn't it fun? Until now, I strongly believed that I didn't start that argument! I supplied the materials but you guys added oil and lit up the fire. So it's not my fault. ><>

I'm really glad that everyone was able to make it. Although one of us got lost while travelling to Cheras; Sunway -> Sri Petaling ->Cheras ->Ampang ->Sri Petaling and finally arrived at Cheras! So yeah, that is particular person have the worse sense of direction although being guided through phone! By the time she got here, everyone was in the pool enjoying themselves due to the

super hot weather. Well, not exactly everyone.... me, Aliza and Zaleha didn't jump in...due to personal reasons... hahaha...


And so the war has begun...

*Planing Time

*Convincing her

*Genging-up on her

*Almost there

May, who didn't intended to get wet got wet... Those who are wet got her and pushed her into the pool... They actually came up with a plan to get her! See, you can never trust anyone in the group under this kind of environment! May, in this kind of environment, you must be very alert especially if you have people like Kyle, Yin, Tracy and Darwin around...hahaha...and ME too!

*Haihz...hopeless people...gambling...

The day ended with a poker game, betting jellies. Everyone started with five but somehow two of us (David & May) got unlucky and lost everything. But the worse is David, not only that he lost all his jellies but he is also owing people jellies... Just when he won a game (seven jellies), he lost them again. Not because he lost in the next round but rather paying back the debts; Me & Izzat: 3 jellies and May: 1 jelly. And the best was he didn't even get to touch them and it was all gone in front of his eyes within seconds!

Line of the day:

"Jellies becoming less and aren't able to buy due to recession"

By David Tan (Dad)

Hope we will be able to meet again and have tons of fun like we did that day in the future!

Bad Friend, you SAID...

*What are we to you?

When we first met back in March 08, I only know you as a Malay Japan-ized guy. Your not only a fun guy and also a very helpful friend. However, as time goes your attitudes are becoming worse. Your selfishness! Using a friend as an excuse, made the rest misunderstood her. I can't believe you are capable of doing so! It is something I find hard to believe and understand! If you felt lonely whenever you're with us, you should have just told us?! Why use some else as an excuse?!Is this what family is to you? A bunch of people that you cannot be true to? Have you ever thought that those who are not close to the family may feel lonely and out when most of the conversations would be about the family? Isn't this a selfish action of yours? Why only think about yourself and not the rest? Is this how you treat your friends? Using them as a temporary companions when you feel left out and lost when you're with us?

But what hurts the most is those comments that you've made about us. We abandoned you?! We don't care about you?! Or how you feel?! What do you mean by all these?! If you think so, am I a virtual person that you been telling your 'problem' to and trying to help you?! Is Tracy a virtual person that have been helping you?! Are we?!

So all these help, supports and advises does not mean anything to you?! How dare you say that! If I don't care about you at all, I would have just leave you to die and would not care at all! If I don't care, would I even be there to listen to your 'problem' even though it's f****** annoying?! If you really think so, then I guess that's it. I'm done being your friend or at least I think I am as it really tiring, up to a point that I really don't want to be associated with you anymore. I really hate doing so, but I'm sorry... I'm exhausted... Please don't do this to your current and future friends as this really hurts!

A reminder for you; holding on to a past that you will never to find out and kept using it as an excuse of who you are now, will not get you anywhere and it's also a waste of time! Instead, enjoy what you have that some people die to have!

Closing of A Marvellous Chapter

Marchies

The day I look forward to the whole week is finally here as it is the day that I finally graduate after three long but yet wonderful semesters in CIMP.With the gown on, feelings of excitement, anxiety increases but most of all proud is what I felt the most. Being able to graduate with an Honours is not the best but knowing that it is the result of all my efforts is what matters the most. Despite so, why is there a mixture of happiness and sadness?! Isn't this suppose to be the happiest day?! Separation, maybe the answer.

Seems like it lf better but I also got to know a handful of wonderful friends. On the first day, we (Marchies) just click like little children playing with sand in the sand-box. Within one week, we formed our own family although some of our position or status changes from day-to-day; with Darwin and Izzat both constantly being upgraded and degraded. Although there are lots of front stabbings, arguments and humiliations but yet fun is all we felt. Those are the days. Looking back now, this is what I'll be missing the most! A group of friends to go crazy with, arguing for fun even though we'll lose our voice the next day...but yet we stuck up for each other whenever anyone one of us is in trouble.Will I ever find friends like that in the future? Friends that are there not only when your happy but also when you shed tears. These are the ones that I want to keep forever...Lastly, sorry for being so troublesome to you guys.


Thank you Ian, Tracy, Sheena and Yin for being there for me when I need you guys the most!