The Impossible

Woke up on Tuesday morning. First thing I did was check my phone. Ok, so far no one call yet, well Sunway haven't call. Check again after taking bath, and every hour. Until I've received a MSG from Kar Yee. That moment heart stopped and then started pumping like shit! By around 4 p.m. I'm panicking. Almost everyone received a call, why haven't I? Kept asking myself that. Though people kept telling me I've passed, but I somehow don't feel comfortable feeling and thinking so. It feels like as if I were to think and feel so, my phone will ring the very next second! Talking about paranoid!

December 24th, finally, I'm comfortable to think and feel that I've passed my papers! Its been about 3 days since then, I should be fine! Hahaha...So happy that I've passed all my papers!!!!


Never thought that I would pass all papers! I thought that I'm gonna get a call which inform me that I've failed Research Methods. Well, that what I practically expected. But anyhow, I passed my papers!!! Pass Psycho, Research and Stats!!! Passed!!!! Yeah!!!!


P/S: Sorry, to those who failed. Gambateh!!! You guys will definitely pass! Psycho students does not give up easily! See you guys in both Pet Behaviour, and Emotions and Motivations!!!

Pre-Celebration

Venue : One Utama

Day,Date: Wednesday-09/11/09

1. Random Walk:

White Christmas!!! So nice the deco! If I ever get marry, I would want this stage as my aisle! Imagine walking up those steps, the whole place looked so grand and fairy tale-like! Ah... What a nice dream?!Then, we saw something that is cute and awesome. Pictures of it are provided below. See for yourself, I want it!!!



2. Baseball:

See the 'Manly' Aliza? After an hour of walking, they (Aliza and Jackson) decided to play baseball! Of course, at first they missed a few shots. Few shots later, they scored some points. Aliza can swing! Now I know not to mess with her when she has a bet on her hand! She is good and most of all scary.... Cause she is so much more taller than me! But then at the same time, nice to bully too. hahaha....




3. Movie:

It's time for Ninja Assassin!!! The movie that Bi had trained for eight hours a day, seven days a week, and for eight months. To get that killer body. Moreover, he did 99% of the stunts!

Ayeasha should watch this! The training that Raizo had gone true. OMG, its so tough but most of all its painful! How the hell he actually gone through the training? Embracing hunger and pain, killing without mercy! Get beaten to death if your weak while training. It's so sad, he lost his first love too. I feel for the girl...

The movie, bhahahaha... It's so funny!!! The blood practically flow like water! It's like concentrated Ribena! The effects was great although I think the movie is ridiculous! Rain have a superb great body!!! Sadly, not much lines. His English pronunciation is not bad for a Korean. Don't expect much from the killing scenes, your gonna laugh till you drop!





4. Dinner:

Chilli's!!! Well, can't really provide pictures, cause did not took any. But Chicken Martilas? it's a must try. Sorry, don't really remember the name of the dish, but it's damn nice. But the fire something Chicken is sort of dry. The best is still their mash potatoes!!!

*More pictures

*Aliza's virtual B'day cakes:

*Cake No. 1

*Cake No. 2

*Kar Yee's Bento Set.

* Dessert No.1.

*Dessert No.2.

After-effect of Psycho Paper

Finally, I feel like a human being today. I felt my heartbeat so quick till I thought it stopped for a second when I saw the question paper. Sat for three papers without feeling any nervousness; nothing at all, even though I know that I'm gonna receive a call from Ms Janie (Psy Department), telling me that I've flunk my research methods paper. Sat for Psychology paper today, and finally I felt nervousness, felt like I' m a normal human being. This is the feeling that I should be feeling not emotionless!

Despite so, after the paper, I went straight back to my initial state; emotionless. What the hell is wrong with me?! I really start to wonder is this really what I want to do? If so, then why do feel so? Why am I even in this state?

I don't even feel the Christmas spirit. Everyone is busy taking pictures and they looked so happy doing it. Me? I just don't feel it at all. I'm praying hard that she would call me only to tell me that I flunk my Research Methods paper, pls not Psychology! I studied damn hard for it. This is the one paper I truly wanted to pass, I not even asking for an A but a pass would be good enough for me.