Cut! Cut! Cut Away!

After two years, finally I got my hair trimmed! By A Cut Above students... Yup, students! That's why it cause only 10 bucks. Today, a charity drive was held for Dato' Dr Jeffery Cheah Foundation at Sunway University College. So, in another words I'm giving charity to myself; since some of the money goes to me (scholarship student). 

Throughout the whole trimming session, the student hairdresser was asking me bout my hair. 'How long have it been since you cut your hair?', 'Did you perm or do any rebonding?', and 'Your hair is very dry.'. Yes! Yes! Yes! I'm aware of that, I know that my hair is really damaged. I don't need a constant reminder. At this moment, my hair is the least concern now, my ASSIGNMENTS are more major as one might be in jeopardy due to human factor.  Anyways, Farrah and Aliza went too... Though Aliza paid 10 bucks just to trim her finch; she could just paid me or Kar Yee to do it! 

In the car ride home, well, Kar Yee was replaying Julia Sheer's  and Tyler Ward's versions of Taylor Swift's Mine. So all three of us kept singing to these two versions until I reached home. Hope you enjoy; 1st- Taylor Swift, 2nd- Tyler Ward and 3rd- Julia Sheer.

Aren't they good?!

Take it Easy~~~

After a year plus in Psychology, today is my most relaxing day!

In the morning, watched The Blind Side for Communication Skills lecture...

This movie is superb! Though its hard to believe such people still exist, but the story line was good! Sandra Bullock was really good in this movie, I would say this is one of her best one! It's all thanks to Hollywood's Magic... Since the movie is adapted from the real life experience of Micheal Oher. He so 'cham', was literally dragged away from his mother since young and never see her. Lose his brother along the way and is discriminated by people around him, not to mention he is homeless too. Thank goodness LeAnn picked him up and raised him as her own son, even though he is a Black American. Along the way, lots had happened before she decided to legally adopted him. This is way way better than what I've watched yesterday; some French movie with no development, climax, basically not storyline and very draggy! Wasted 2 hours on this movie!

Then later at noon, attending a mock training for Edu Psych.  Its funny how people think so well and highly of themselves though they are not in reality! 

"I have good presentation skills, leadership skills and open to new ideas."

How fucking IRONY is this sentence! This is total BULL! If you are so darn open to new ideas, you can't you accept the way people work is way way more efficient that you? And you have to question that?! Yeah, suggested the meeting time, but show up half and hour late? Wow, such amazing leadership skills... Even handing in assignments late is a leadership skill....Gee, I wonder when that was part of leadership? A word of advice, check your IMAGE with others before making assumptions about how good you are! Cause to me what you have said really BULL!

Burnt

Finally, my brain model assignment is done and handed in! 1/3 of my nightmare is over... But seriously! Showing up late, when you promised me that you will hand your Dopamine pathway at 10 a.m. today! I had to call you to wake you up! Come on, how old are you?! It's your responsibility to do that you know.... It's also your responsibility to be responsible not only to yourself but also your group-mates! How can you have no sense of urgency when handing in an assignment? If it's not important to you then may be you should quit and not drag others down! You may not need to maintain a scholarship, but unlike you I need and have to maintain it! And not to mention I love to see As and Bs in my report paper. Your Self-fishness must have a limit to you know! AHhh.... so angry! I hate being angry in the morning! 

Though I really hope this would be my final group work with you, but unfortunately that would be in my wildest DREAM! Dr. Priya, Dr Teoh please help me! Save me!!! But luckily, my afternoon wasn't spoil! 

My activity in the afternoon is....

No! Not stalking, though Kar Yee said I looked like one... I was holding a camera (pro-type) but it was for my assignments; its really Aliza's since she my teacher (one-on-one training for Edu. Psych). I'm learning photography for Aliza! Hahaha... it was fun, but I didn't really want to go under the sun. The sun today its super hot!

But went anyway... Cause we bumped into Farrah and Vicky going for their one-on-one training; netball! So while Farrah was teaching Vicky and Kar Yee helped, I was taking pictures of them with Aliza's guidance of course... Took some pictures... under the sun which looked like this....

Yup... don't really know from what time.... after Aliza left, I helped them... and Kar Yee rest.... So technically, my skin tone from this... 

became this....

I didn't really notice it until I looked myself in the mirror! I was like MY FACE! MY SHOULDERS! MY CHEST! WHY SO RED?!!!! It's gonna be hard to get fair again!!!! 

Shock of My Life

Yes... continuation from yesterday's post.

Gladly I went to Brain and Behaviour tutorial today... As usual, did review questions, discussion and then finally got my social report back.... Then I proceeded with my question about my research. Just when we; Aliza and I were about to leave,

"Miss, why did you group us up like that?" asked Aliza.

"Well, got no other way. Some people needed to a push," she answered.

"But Miss, not all people can be pushed! Like the people I worked with. Kenny and Rose, well, Rose is on the fence kinda person, so she follows what Kenny says. But that Kenny...OMG, she loves to argue! Like last week, she just sat down, not to mention was late for meeting, and started to bombard me! Saying that I was a control freak and make every decision without asking for their opinion. But the thing is she didn't even gave me a chance to explain to her what was my PLAN or what was I DOING! She just started to bombard me without LISTENING! and Since the first meeting, we've decided to meet every Wednesday, 1 p.m. but she told me she got doctor's appointment yesterday and guess where I saw her?! Pyramid.... Yup, doctor's appointment," I blurred out.

When I was about to leave, Kenny came right up and...

"Alex just dropped B&B."

My attention was shifted towards Dr. Priya, my heart literally stopped! As if someone just banged me with a car, followed by a truck and finally the hit me with a tank. Army tank!!! At that moment, I really hope it wasn't true. Alex was the only one I can depend on to get things done and understand what am I actually saying! Now.... I can't even imagine! I walked out to Aliza and told her the whole news and my tears just won't stop!

Kenny saw and was like don't cry. I'll come after class... I was like thinking, you're the last person on earth I ever wanted to see, what more rely on! At that moment, I really don't want to see her. I felt like telling her that, 'its because now that I'm stuck with you, that's why I'm crying!'. 

Wiped my tears, since I still have one more tutorial; personality... So I went there, left my things and unconsciously, went to the other row and sat next to Aliza. At that moment I really don't want to be alone, it doesn't feel like reality for me. It's like I'm in a nightmare that I would not be able to wake up! When Vicky asked bout my condition... that's it. My tears started to flow, though I really wanna control it. 

But because of these pathetic tears of mine, I saw another side of my course-mates or rather my Psycho friends. It's the first time, I saw their concern over me... they were practically telling me not to worry and would help. Knowing that I could not possibly accept that kind of offer, I chose to believe it. Only for today, I wanna believe that. 

Nevertheless, I wanna work hard for my assignments even if everything is against me at the moment. And I do really blame the PERSON up there. Does HE really hate me that much?! But whatever it is, I'm glad that I have so many shoulders to cry on, when things gets difficult =)

GAMBATEH! I can do IT! I can make it through! But first I need sleep, my head hurts really bad... and yet I'm amazed at my ability to blog at this state. I just need to get it out. Once I'm done, I will be ok! Plus, when I reached home.... I saw TVXQ's Share the World... It made me feel so much better! If they can work and obtain the success they have now... SO CAN I! 

OUT of GRASP

Week 1:

• So excited for Brain and Behaviour. At the same time, am also AFRAID of it.
• See Dr. Teoh walking in... wondering whether am I in the right class. Thank God, I am.
• Listen to lecture, no idea what the note down. He talked so much, I have no idea what is important and what is not.
• See my assignment mates... OMG!!! I'm SOOooo gonna fail in this! But its only one assignment... Flipped to the back for the second assignment... Really OMG!!!! I stuck with the same poeple!!!!
• Its then I realized that I WOULD DEFINITELY FAIL!

Week 2:

• Started with the discussion... actually the only thing started was ARGUING!!!
• Then.... started to divide task... and decided to meet up every Wednesday, 1 p.m. at foyer...
• Started with doing some prototype...with  Alex

Week 3:

• Got bombarded by some people, cause I started modelling the brain
• didn't even apologize for coming late! Then wanna bombard me some more...
• Didn't even listen to my plans, then started to bombard me...
• I'm worried how are they gonna help their future patients! with that behaviour and attitude!
• Finally told them, but never bother to apologize and the most irony sentence is ... "Do whatever you think is the best".
• Isn't it wonderful to have group-mates like that? I'm so happy til I have no idea how to express my happiness!

Happiness  to be continue later.....