Distresss........

Finally I get to distress. It was fun watching movie yesterday! Though really wanted to watch Final Destination 4 but ended up watching District 9. Why Aliza? District 9 is not any better that Final Destination. Both are disgusting! But the movie was funny, disgusting, sad; from middle till the end. The starting was just crap! Hahahaha.....

But the seats in that cinema is just pure freaky and scary! It's like I'm going to fall anytime or at least if I walk without holding or looking down the floor. So scary!!!

Sarcastic Arguments. I miss them so so MUCH!

With all the assignments piling up and only about a month plus till finals, my stress level is increasing drastically. I really miss CIMP so so much! But most of all I miss the sarcastic arguments with Tracy!

Our sarcasm arguments are so much fun although most of it does not make sense. But to me, it's a great way to distress. With you now in Monash, I can't seems to find anyone to go crazy with at all. Yes, I do have Aliza. But, it's not so fun going crazy with Aliza. But with Tracy, together we bring our arguments to a higher level!

I realized this when I was SMS-ing you today. I really miss talking with you, teasing you. You spoilt me too much, Tracy! You should not participate or entertain any of the arguments. Now, how am I going to live without it?! It's like a every day must do activity. *sob-sob*

It's like Mountain High

It's only the third week of Psycho, I have two assignments due next Friday and two major assignments due mid-October. It's slowly piling up. First English assignment, reaction essay on Shopaholic. I have no idea how should I write it, since it's sort of like a research essay. Hoping that my brain will magically write it!

Then, I have Study Skills; assignment on note taking. Funny that we are actually graded on that! Tomorrow, there is a listening skills exam. Well, sort of practiced it yesterday, so I think it will be fine. But what interest me is that I actually learnt something from both of it. I somehow start to take better notes and know the important points to write. Amazing, since I used to write really detailed notes!

Lost & Confuse

It is really cool to watch Clinical Psychologist helping mentally ill patients. However, learning this subject is another thing. I guess I was naive at that time. I used to think that as long as we like a certain subject or that we are really passionate about it, learning the subject would not be a problem.

Now, as I'm older, I somehow knew that is not just it. After the first Psychology class and assignment, I'm doubting myself. I'm facing lots of difficulty in understanding it. Furthermore, I have limited vocabularies. There are lots of bombastic words that I don't understand. I struggle when it comes to reading. In English class, there are some passages that I completely do not understand although after reading the whole essay twice. I'm really starting to lose faith in myself.

My dream of becoming a Psychologist, now seems more like a dream! I kept asking myself every day, "Am I suitable for this?", "Am I capable of doing this?". These questions kept repeating in my mind.

I'm considering dropping out of the course, if I can't really cope up with it by end of this semester. This would be my last resort. If I do, this would be my biggest regret. Not only that I've disappointed myself but also my mom. I begged her to let me enroll in this course! Moreover, my family disapprove me of taking this course.

Anyhow, I would really want to try my best to understand everything. Because of this, I did something that I would never do in the past. I actually ask help for a person that I least want to be associated with. At first it was really hard to ask for a favour as we had a really big fight. After, long time of struggling, I finally did it. I threw my pride and ego, and sms-ed him. I'm relief that he is willing to help although I made my request sounded like a junior asking for help from a senior although we somehow hang around the same group.

I guess I'm not over the fight yet. And I don't want to force him into it, since he may be feeling guilty over the fight. Bottom line is I don't want him to think that we are friends again. For us to be friends again, he would have to earn the friendship the hard way. It's would be hard for me to trust him again!

KL Outing, 22/08

Finally, I spent two days one night in KL. This is the first time I'm spending my night in KL with friends! It's so nice, exciting and interesting!

We didn't do much during the day. We watched UP. The movie was hilarious and sad. Poor guy missing his wife so much and trying to fulfill her dream. I wish to have a husband like him, the caring part not the mean part! The seats at Pavilion is so COMFY and NICE! Must go there again!

We then proceed to the fountain outside Pavilion. Yeah, we took lots of pictures. They even have a picture perfect spot! That is just so AMAZING!!! The fountain is so BEAUTIFUL during the night!

I want a fountain like that at my home, well a small one.


Then, we had dinner at Sakura. It's damn expensive! There goes our dessert at Chocolate Lounge. We did go there around 12 am, and it's still open. Wanted to go for dessert turns out they are closing, I guess it's just our luck.

But then, something interesting caught our eyes. We say a couple, not just any couple, but homosexual couple. They are so cute and open about it; they are holding hands, going for mid-night movie. So CUTE!!! And we are in Malaysia some more!

After 5 minutes of 'admiration', we headed down to the street look-alike; the bars and restaurants inside Pavilion. We first went in to the first bar-restaurant we saw. After sitting down, we somehow have a change of mind. So, Arman and I walked out to do some surveying then we found a cheaper one; Carlos (my baby's name). So, we call Yin and the rest to come over. Yeah, I know, we are bad for doing so! But we can't help it. It's somewhat cheaper and with better music!

However, the music wasn't that nice as they kept playing the same songs.

'They must not be doing well in the business. No money to buy new Cd's,' quoting Kyle.


Hahahahha..... I had my first bottle of beer; Heineken. It tasted so much better, drinking from the bottle!
But then Arman's Corona something tasted way better. It's so much easier on the trough! And so much NICER!!! Hahahhaa.... We hang and talked about lots of stuffs... till 1 or 2 am. Then, we took more pictures at the fountain and the billboards on the street. Hahahah....It was fun and crazy! No, we are not drunk. Only David is!

We headed back to the hotel after sending Arman off. Haihz, talking bout the hotel;KL Plaza. It's so SCARY!!!Till the point, both Kyle and I have to do the Chinese virtual. I didn't even dared to sleep in our room, both me and yin slept in the guy's room, on the floor.

Then, David had his early snacks;Marshmallows! He burned the Marshmallows on the stove. He invented that! Hahahah...It's so nice!!! We had fun doing that while watching Heads over Heels on TV2.

We then headed to the room to play cards. Well, only them not me; want to sleep. The next morning, we all woke up at 930 am and made cup mees, I made them. Then, we packed and just chilled in the room on the NICE and COMFY bed. We talked bout lots of stuffs including condoms, flavoured condoms to be exact. Both Kyle and I are trying to convince each other the use of flavoured condoms (others are rushing out the room). I reasoned that, it's because some girls just doesn't like the semen's taste (blow job) so they use the flavoured condoms instead. Kyle reasoned that girls can somehow taste the flavour using their vagina! KYLE THAM, that is so ridiculous! Suppose to have lots of picture, most of them are still with Yin! =(

It's NOT THE SAME IF THEY ARE NOT TOGETHER!

What the fuck?! Dong Bang Shin Ki can't break up! It won't be the same if Micky, Jae Joong and Xiah leaves the group or even SM! U-know and ChangMin and 3 other unknown people will never replace the ORIGINAL Dong Bang Shin Ki!

At this point, I totally agree with their fans in Korea boycotting SME! What the hell is their problem?! Trying to squeeze everything out of DBSK?! Poor boys, can't even take a proper break or even enough sleeps! They are human to!

Companies which imposed such polices to their artists are really inhuman! If the three of them do leave the company, I hope both U-know and ChangMin will leave SME too. It's not worth to stay! DBSK will be better off without SME!

Even SME were to boycott DBSK; stopping them from appearing on TV. I strongly believe that it is least like it would happen. If some broadcasting stations are not inviting them to any of their music shows or what so ever, others will and that particular broadcasting stations' rate will definitely drop drastically. At the end of the day, those stations and SME will bare the losses! Not the boys.

Wouldn't it be stupid not to invite them to appear on TV or music shows? DBSK itself is a world wide brand. They have created their own brand in the music industry and also in both Asia and South East Asia! All SME did was provided them the opportunity and training (10%), the rest is the boys hard work, will-power (90%). Don't you think so?

I strongly believe that, if someone were given an opportunity to do something he or she love and took it, they'll have to work their ass off in order to achieve all their goals. But if they don't work hard, even they took up the offer, they'll never succeed or achieve their goals.

The Good Old Times

It's been a long time since we've seen each other. After two whole months, we finally got together and had lunch at Thai Thai. Seeing you guys again, brought back those time where we used to make lots of noise at the foyer like no one's business, it's like I'm back in CIMP again.Grouping in the middle of the foyer, somehow attracting attention from others towards us. Today was like Deja Vu.

This week to me was damn tiring and worrisome. Going out for lunch, doing catch-ups and crapping, really helped me to released lots of stress. Stories, like May's ass got stuck; in a space near the sit in the van. Yup, she got stuck. How?

Well, due to the long journey to Gunung Datuk, everyone fell asleep in the van. As the driver
made a fast turning, May, whose sleeping, dropped from her sit into the space next to her sit
and got her ass stuck. The first sentence that came out of her mouth after being awake,

"My ass! My ass!"

This caused everyone who are sleeping to be awake and some started laughing real hard and
loud except for the driver, he is shocked i guess. Only one of them actually helped her out.

This story immediately became the hottest talk among us. We even imagined Zaleha's reaction if she were to be in May's situation. Just so you know, all of us predicted that she will deny it at first and if she really can't get up, yeah, she will admit it. That's Zaleha!

We've also talked about little Dracies [(Darwin+ Tracy= Darcy) therefore, Darcy's children= Little Darcies].

Rules for Little Darcies:

No.1 Do not follow Aunt May to anywhere. (May got bad sense of direction)
No.2 Do not trust anything Aunt Charis says. (She can't be trusted)
No.3 Do not ask food from Aunt Zaleha. (She won't have any)
No.4 Do not go near Aunt Aliza. (She will take your ears away)

And we crapped lots more. Too many to be remembered! I hope we could do this once in every month. But I don't think it's possible, since we will all be super duper busy.

Quote of the day,

"We judge because we care."

- Charis & Tracy-